The Future

I Can't Wait...

(I hate crying...)

So, I deleted my last post because I thought about the copyright issues surrounding the new illustrations for the new collection. I can't afford to have anything stolen or recreated. It's just not an option...

Right now, I work for Carphone Warehouse PLC, they sell mobile phones and other stuff, but most of all they ruin my life, wherever they can. I'm exxagerating, but it fucking feels like it. I only work for them part time answering the phones and listening to evil people shout about insignificant shit like "The stick that's come with my handset is not the same colour", and they are so unflexible.. you know? Like, I have shit to do, and when I want some holiday to do that shit ( like go see my dying grandfather, well, praise God, he aint dying no more, but he was!) there's fucking red tape from here to Timbuktu and when you've got through that red tape, some fucker says "Sorry, there's no availability." or my personal favourite "I have to be fair, if I do it for you, I have to do it for everyone..."


OK, so maybe you don't get it, but here's a fucking prime example of the shit they do.


It's Christmas Eve...


I have to work...


I haven't got any presents for my family yet...


I'm working from 2-6pm...


THERE IS NO ONE CALLING HERE...


But they won't let me go...

I'm getting one call every 20 minutes...

But you wont let me go?

The shops close at 6 when I finish,

And you wont let me go?

I'm just in tears, cos this is the first fucking time I've got money and I can't even give nothing to my mum for Christmas day? Fucking shit...

In The Future

I'm not going to be working at Carphone forever. One day, in 5 years time, I'll be doing my thing, whatever it is; I'll leave that up to God, and I promise I wont be working on Christmas Eve unless I want to. If I employ anyone, they wont be working Christmas, New Years, Easter, Eid, Ramadan, Hanukkah, nothing cos that's evil.

WAIT TIL I GET MY MONEY RIGHT

THEN YOU CAN'T TELL ME NOTHING, RIGHT?!?!?!

In January

I'm unveiling the new collection; In Your Dreams. It's CUT&SWALLOW x GILMORE and I'm really excited. It's going to be a beautiful collection and I've poured my heart and soul and lots and lots of tears into. For the first time there's gonna be men's wear included, which I'm really excited. I found this guy, Calvin in a tattoo parlour in Hoxton. He's so beautiful.

OK, writing this blog has been like therapy. I feel less angry...

Thanks for reading my rantings.

I promise I'll update more in the new year...